My "One Word" for 2012

First of all, 2012? Holy Cow. Can't believe how the time has flown by. I still feel like I'm in my 20's, and believe me, I'm not. Crap. I wish I knew then what I know now and had the option to live those years again. I probably would take a pass though. Some things aren't meant for mulligans.

I've been thinking about my "One Word" for a few days. Last year the Lord really removed so many things from my life -- hard year. HARD. Turned down adopting two precious baby girls after waiting and waiting "my" children. Was laid off from a position that was miserable but at a place I adored and am still grieving. Still don't have a job. The Lord CLEARED my life of some pride last year. Pride in what I could do for myself -- me making my own way. Whether it was with the adoption of the girls, or with my work, friends, Bible study, church commitments, He showed me He had it under control and I could let it go. Letting go of some was easier than others.

I entered 2012 empty-handed. No adoption anywhere. No relationship. No job. What will this year hold?

My "One Word" is HOPE. But not the simple little "fingers-crossed" hope. But my HOPE in the Gospel of Christ. My HOPE in His plan for my life. My HOPE in His peace, love and grace.

HOPE.